You know, sleeping and sharing a bed with your partner isn’t all that it really is cut out to be. Yeah, he spoons you whenever you lie on your side or he plays footsie underneath the blankets. Maybe he’ll even wrap his legs with yours so he’s insulating you from the cold.
It’s not so great when he’s actually really heavy and unconsciously squishes you or when you have no space to move because his muscles get in the way. Lately, he’s been working out at his work, because he has to lift heavy crates or milk gallons. In result, his chest is getting more broader and his arms are bulking up. Yeah, yeah, it’s great and all since he’s delicious eye candy but it isn’t so terrific when his body takes up so much space!!!!!!
Yesterday, he injured his thigh and he just conveniently placed it next to my legs. Every time I decided to move, he’d wince in pain. UGH SO ANNOYING. I ended up not moving at all and I lied down like a stick, because his stupid injured leg was so close to mine.
Another thing that aggravates me is that he did this girl’s math homework last night. Last year, he was one of those math tutors who’d says, “Uh, no. It’s your homework. You go do it yourself.” He’d help me, so I’d understand my homework but he’d never actually do it. That’s great and all, but I think it’s just incredibly irritating how he’s doing this chick’s homework. She’s paying him in sweets!!! She’s not even paying him in money. I THOUGHT HE WAS DOING HIS HOMEWORK THAT WAS DUE AT MIDNIGHT!!!!!!! I even stayed up and randomly chose songs that had the same theme to them: Never give up. You’re halfway there. Keep holding on. Don’t stop believing. Etc. I EVEN SANG TO HIM. UGH. I COULD HAVE TOTALLY WENT TO SLEEP AT 9 PM, BUT NO, I WAITED UP FOR HIM. He wasn’t even doing his own homework AND she’s paying him in sweets. Wtf.
Moreover, I’m brooding over how he lost his wallet, so I’m basically paying for him. I want him to watch Frozen with me, but I’d have to pay… I’m using the money I earned when I worked at Kumon on my credit card, because I only have $4 remaining after I bought his presents!!!!! I AM BROKE, BECAUSE I SPENT MONEY ON HIM. He’s great though, so I wouldn’t mind spending money for a gift. I’m a really frugal, so my entire family was surprised that I bought something more than $10.
Soooo yes, I’m the most grumpiest and meanest person in the world right now. I COULD BE STILL SLEEPING, BUT NOPE. I’M AWAKE AND FUCKING ANNOYED. Since 7 am, I’ve been shoving his heavy body over gently so he’d move away from me. I think he might know how annoyed I am, because he’s been playing footsie with me (while I’ve been moving my feet farther and farther away) and cuddling up behind me… like as if he wants affection or something. I’m just on my side and ranting on this post. IT IS PROBABLY ONE OF THE MOST FRUSTRATING THINGS EVER TO BE SLEEPY AND YOU CANNOT GO BACK TO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!
On another note, he DOES pay for my tickets and food too. We eat at McDonald’s. It’s not too bad, but it’s all he can afford right now. We also don’t have a car, so we can’t go anywhere but to the movie tavern and back. Ugh he always loses his wallet. I don’t even know how! He either is the unluckiest person in the world or he’s very forgetful. We’ve this balance thing where I’d pay one time and he’d pay the next. I’ll have paid for the past 2 times (including today). I’m so unfortunately broke though. I feel kinda like my sister. She always pays for her dates with Chanse, since she worked and had money to pay. I don’t work, so I’ve no money to pay and Alex hasn’t gotten his paycheck or cards to pay for anything!!!! Then, I do admit that majority of the time, I take up the space on the bed and Alex falls off. I’m at faults in my rant too, but it doesn’t ease how irritated I am at being awake before 1 pm on a WEEKEND. UGH.